Friday

I haven't been sleeping well these last few days. I'm still beating myself up about all that has happened this week. I know it's not something I can change and that I need to accept all that occurred. It's just not that easy for me. I really need to get over this and move on, but letting go has never been one of my strong points. I think Debbie, Britty and I are going to go to the movies tonight and just try to escape. I want to forget about this for awhile, even if just for a few hours. I'm still angry at that judge and sad at the death of my dog, Chili. I just can't seem to shake that feeling of deep loss, both for Chili and the opportunity of being a father. I know, I'll get another chance with the kids, and I still have Coco and Candy, so I just need some time to distance myself from these events. Saturday will be another day.

I went to a Kidney class today at Kaiser Hospital in Riverside, CA. for some info on how to better take care of myself. They talked about medication, diet, exercise and stress. How it all effects Kidneys. I came away with alot of good information about RPK and how to take care of myself.