Sometimes I write down things that don't really express what I'm thinking about deep down inside. I don't really have many people I can can talk to about what is on my mind. I can talk to my father. He told me he used to worry alot about me when I was younger. Things where very tough for me for alongtime. I was trying to be someone that I really wasn't. I still try to be that person sometimes. It's a hard habbit to break. My past wasn't for me. I think I was always trying to prove something about myself. I'd like to free from my past and just be true to myself. I guess that's what I want to do this New Year.
We got started right on time. Our new 2007 Honda Odyssey Minivan ran great the entire way up and had lots of room. It was extremely comfortable and had some real power. We took #395 up to Kramer Juction and then over to Bakersfield. It didn't start getting light until we got almost to the #5. That's when the fog and traffic hit. It was stop and go all the way to Livermore. We stopped for a lunch in Livermore and poor Debbie's stomach was killing her, she didn't eat a thing.