Chili

My little dog, Chili has been sick for awhile now and I took him to the Vet today. It looks like Liver failure and he might not make it. He's been with me since he was a puppy. He's helped me get through some of the worst times in my life, just by being there with a lick and a wag of his stubby little tail. I'm going to miss him so much. I also knew that as he got older that he'd pass but now that it's here I can't stand the pain. It's Tuesday mornng and I just got back from putting Chili down. I was with him until the end. I just feel so alone without my little friend. No matter how bad I felt he's always be there and now that's gone I gone I feel so alone. I know my other two Min Pins are here but they just aren't mine like Chili was. I fely like I had no other choice but to put him down. He was never going to be the dog that he'd once been even if they'd managed to save him this time. It just wouldn't have been right.