The girls and I are alone all weekend. So far, so good. My back is killing me and that's unusual, but I'm confident that it will get better so we can go out and have a nice evening. It's hot as hades here and overcast. I thing has been on my mind lately. What am I going to do this next year to avoid feeling so unhappy. Nothing lately seems to interest me much. maybe it's just a stage or something, but I sure feel bored with life.