Just getting it together.

For the most part I don't feel as bad as I did yesterday. I guess I'm getting used to the fact that Chili is gone and isn't going to be there for me. Candy isn't too concerned with the whole thing, it's always just been about her. Coco had a tough time the first two days, but he's doing okay today, he and Chili came from the same litter. Neither dog pays much attention to me, which is difficult but, I guess that's the way it is. I was really looking foreword to today since I thought we'd have Amber and Jacob as part of our family, but the judge wanted to give the mother another chance. I guess it just wasn't in the plans. I'll get over this, and have another chance. Tomorrow is a new day. I'm going to my AA meeting tonight and that should help. Friday, I have a kidney class to go to and maybe go out to the movies and dinner with Debbie and Britty. It'll be nice to get out of the house.