I was sitting in the kitchen today after having the girls all alone all day. Debbie's in Jacksonville, Florida for the week on business. It was about 9:30 PM and I was just sitting down to have dinner. Amber and Izzy fought getting to sleep tonight, so I wasn't able to eat at a normal time. This link was posted by someone I follow on Twitter. I was pretty surprised how upset I got looking through the site. It's because the last time I saw my father was this Summer and he was in the hospital when I had to leave and come home. It scares me that my father is getting old. I wonder sometimes, what will I do without my Dad to talk to me. He always tells me how proud he is of me and it makes me want to cry, because I love him so much and never felt like I quite measured up until recently.