Just Learning to Grow Up.

Monday, June 05, 2006

Chili

My little dog, Chili has been sick for awhile now and I took him to the Vet today. It looks like Liver failure and he might not make it. He's been with me since he was a puppy. He's helped me get through some of the worst times in my life, just by being there with a lick and a wag of his stubby little tail. I'm going to miss him so much. I also knew that as he got older that he'd pass but now that it's here I can't stand the pain. It's Tuesday mornng and I just got back from putting Chili down. I was with him until the end. I just feel so alone without my little friend. No matter how bad I felt he's always be there and now that's gone I gone I feel so alone. I know my other two Min Pins are here but they just aren't mine like Chili was. I fely like I had no other choice but to put him down. He was never going to be the dog that he'd once been even if they'd managed to save him this time. It just wouldn't have been right.

Sick

I was sick and in bad all day yesterday. I haven't been sick for years. I certainly didn't remember it being that bad. All I could do is just lay in bed and hope I didn't throw up on myself.

Friday, June 02, 2006

Visiting Jacob and Amber

Today we got to visit Jacob and Amber for about an hour. They might be the children we are adopting. It was a nice time playing with the kids. I didn't really feel comfortable since I have ever had any of my own and never taught any that small (they are 2 1/2 years and 15 months old). Amber is so cute. She is tall, has light brown curly hair and was shy. Jacob has blonde hair and blue eyes. I played with him most of the time. Amber is alittle afraid of men. I guess things weren't so good for her before with guys. Jacob was jumping and I had fun with him. By the end of our visit Amber was talking to me and seemed alittle less afraid. I'll have to take pictures next time. I just completely forgot about the camera in the truck. We"ll see them again in a few days.

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Just maybe

Today Debbie and I went to see the Jeff, our Adoption worker. He has two children for us. Jacob, a 15 month old little boy and Amber, a 2 1/2 year old little girl. Just maybe they'll be ours. I've waited for so long and it looks like it is finally coming to an end.